we all have our personal habbits that are not good for us. some worse than others. some of our bad habbits make us feel good, and some make us feel bad, but we still do them. what bad habbits do you have.
1..smoking, im 35 and ive been smoking since i was in 6th grade (not sure of age) and it is realy starting to disgust me. i am hoping to be on my last carton. i am looking into "quit smoking" programs because i know i cant do it on my own, ive tried several times. this thing has got a good hold on me.yearly i go through a, what i call a clean out, when my lungs, well i guess fill up, and i cough up shit for about three weeks, and this is when i want to quit every year. but by the time this stage is over with, i start thinking how much i realy enjoy it. so good luck to me in quiting.
2..my job is 24/7 on call, so i do not get any days off, i have to call in sick when need a day off. for the last 4 years this has been a real bad habbit for me. last year i called in sick missing a total of $25k of work. for me money isnt the most important thing in life, its family and friends. but yet then again i was hired to do a job and i should be more greateful for that. i wake in the morning and look on the computer to see what train i will be lined up for and if i dont like it, i will call in sick. it feels good to "show them" im not going to take a shit train, but as soon as i get off of the phone, i feel worthless, like ive done something wrong, and hope that i get more trips in to make my required $ to live on.
3..pepsi and mnt dew. this crack,,,,i mean pop is the best, its almost like smoking, i have to have it when im doing certain things. ive quit drinking pop for three weeks once and lost a bunch of weight just from that. but i cant stop, its a guilty pleasure. i even look at other people in disgust when i see them drinking large fountain drinks. i know its bad (as much as i drink) but i just cant stop.