Well, I guess you can call this venting or stress relief. I posted awhile back "What are you thankful for". I don't know if it was pride on my end, or was it something I forgot.
We got news today that my wife's cancer is back, and I would rather have my truck land on me than to hear that news.
She (we) will see the doctors on Monday, with her surgery set before the new year begins.
I tell you all what I went through hell the first go around, and I am not doing to well with this news. I am pissed, mad, upset, and would just rather put a person on the ground than to listen to them speak. Guys I'm torn up about this, don't know if I am coming or going. I am doing my best to put up a good front, just don't get the whole thing. I keep asking myself why, why her. She has done nothing to no one, but yet, this needs to go on in her life.
Sorry if I seem beside myself, but this truely sucks.
I do want to say THANKS for all the kind words in past posts, it really means alot. Very few places do I hear/read words like that.
Sorry for the vent...............Bill