Bluegrass Taco 's Cancer sux thread

Hell yeah

 

They explained it as "light chemo"...That's like "slightly pregnent" .

 

Think there’s a prefix for that one too.

 

Pollen is so thicknon my truck it looks like carpet on the hood.

 

Hard to relate to pollen when it’s goin’ down to 25F tonight. Snow maybe but pollen, nope. Snow mold was pretty bad in spots tho.

 

1-1/2 since I started getting sick.
1 year since diagnosis
6 months since transplant

Can't see
Can't walk
Can't hear

Not a lot of gas left in the tank. Not having too much to smile about lately

 

Yeah, sometimes you gotta dig deep, then deeper some more. Hard to believe 3 years gone by. Almost goin’ on two with the plague. Think I been awful lucky. You been double lucky, Bill survivin both.You know what Folks say. It always comes in 3’s.

 

Sorry buddy

 

2 years ago today we were at Interlake exploring BFG trail.

1 year ago today I got my first bone marrow biopsy.

It's been a LONG 2 years.

Missing the woods real bad....maybe some day

 

Abso"damn"lutely

 

Stay positive positive Bill, so far, so good, so to speak.

 

Well, how do you think the Woods feel about it, Bill. Bet they ain’t too happy about it neither. If only trees could talk. Keep the Faith, you’ll get there.

 

Cancer Still in remission. Good.
Taking me off 2 mefs. Good.
Dropping from 3 to 2 pill a day on another. Good.
Kidney numbers getting worse. Not good.
Maintenence chemo causing kidney issues
May have to drop out of trial. Not good
Almost constant panic attack. Not good.
Hemoglobin dropping. Not good

You win some, you lose some, and some get rained out

 

Still on base. Knowin’ You you’ll likely steal home. You know sometimes it’s a game of inches. Sounds to me like You’re Winning.

 

Did 1st round with a councillor today. He's saying I have PTSD. He may be right.

The day I was discharge (Dec 23) my stepson killed himself. March my wife fell and broke her back.

 

Dude, you need a hug.

From 1000 kittens.

Each kitten carried by a clean stripper.

And a good steak.

 

Jesus

 

The worst part, my wife has just froze up emotionally. She's had to deal with me, deal with her injury, and then the loss of a child...in the Covid vacuum.

I'm starting testing next week to determine extent of neurological damage from lack of blood leading up to original hospital visit.

It's not going to get easy any time soon.

 

Times like this you just gotta dig down deep, Brother. My words of support are little compared to the Mountain you need to climb. Forge On, Bill.

 

Starting to drive more as my overall health improves. Eyes are still kind of sketchy. At best. Drove to Brown Cancer Center today (downtown Louisville) I still haven't put 4000 miles on it in 18 months.