Bad news at home

Well, I guess you can call this venting or stress relief. I posted awhile back "What are you thankful for". I don't know if it was pride on my end, or was it something I forgot.
We got news today that my wife's cancer is back, and I would rather have my truck land on me than to hear that news.
She (we) will see the doctors on Monday, with her surgery set before the new year begins.
I tell you all what I went through hell the first go around, and I am not doing to well with this news. I am pissed, mad, upset, and would just rather put a person on the ground than to listen to them speak. Guys I'm torn up about this, don't know if I am coming or going. I am doing my best to put up a good front, just don't get the whole thing. I keep asking myself why, why her. She has done nothing to no one, but yet, this needs to go on in her life.
Sorry if I seem beside myself, but this truely sucks.
I do want to say THANKS for all the kind words in past posts, it really means alot. Very few places do I hear/read words like that.
Sorry for the vent...............Bill

 

Prayers you way, brother.

 

I sorry to hear the news. I will be wishing you and your family the best.

 

No apologies for venting man...We are all here to talk...If you want to tell us about it...Go ahead.

My wife and I send love and light her way for a successful surgery and fast recovery!!

 

x2, sorry to hear that man.

 

i'm so sorry you have to go through this. you and your wife will be in my prayers.

 

You never need say your sorry for how you feel. I know the anger, worry and sadness that is going through your mind right now. Prayer helps a lot, I will continue to pray for her and for you, brother.

 

I'm so sorry to hear that man... all of our prayers are with you

 

I am sorry to hear man, you and your wife our in our thoughts and prayers. Hard enough to deal with once I am sure but twice is just unthinkable. Godd luck to her on a quick and succesful surgery.

 

I hope she gets better soon bro, prayers with your family

 

So she beat it the first time? Sounds like the cancer is a glutton for punishment and wants its ass handed back to it a second time. Chin up. Sucks to have it happen again, but the best thing you can do is stop asking why, or how cause it's cancer. It just does. Instead think, Okay, how are we going to hand this sonuvabitch it's ass on round two. That's what your wife needs to hear and see. Even if you try to keep up the strong front while feeling those other emotions, comeon man. This is your wife, she knows you better than that, and will sense that crap a mile away.

We're routing for you both!

 

I've never understood how or why good innocent people get the worst problems. When you have people that are hateful, mean and don't care, living long healthy lives.
My thoughts go out to you, your wife and your entire family. I hope she has a speedy recovery.

 

Bill....................dont apologize for venting man, no need. we completely understand. sorry to hear of this news man. you know we all wish you the best, and if you need to talk or anything, we are all here to listen. ya'll are in our prayers bud!

 

Best wishes to you and your wife in this difficult time Bill.Keep fighting the good fight and give her a hug for us.

I wish Cancer was a person....So I could hunt it down and kill it.

 

My Ex girl friend was a Cancer. Born July 3. Want an address?

 

So Sorry to hear about this longbow, It's really good to see that you bring it here though, as if we are all family. My wife and I will be praying for you, Keep your head up and have faith. With all these guys praying maybe the docs just won't be able to find it. good luck. Thoughts are Prayers are with you.

 

Prayers sent. Be strong for her and keep the faith.

 

Many prayers and lots of friends here for you to vent to, yell at and in return the upmost support to you both. Do keep us posted on things as many people out here have been touched by the nasty stuff and it does not discriminate against anyone. Hang in there and be strong