Tw i need your prayers

ive been gone away now for a couple weeks.i have struggled with an alcohol addictition since 2003 when my mother passed away,and i almost let myself get so out of control,that i nearly lost everything that i love.i think i have finally started the process of renewing the relationship with my wife and children,but it has been an uphill battle,and i know its going to take 100% effort on my part to prove myself to them,because i cant undo all the hurtful things that i have said and done to them.so if you could please say a little prayer for me today,cause i need it so bad...and if i have ever done or said anything to anybody on here that was wrong or hurtful in anyway....please please forgive me.....James

 

as long as you ask you will always be forgiven

 

You've got a tough road ahead but at least it'll lead you to a better place, I wish you the best of luck!

 

You got it buddy.

 

Best of luck to you. Just remember to take it "one day at a time."

 

Ah. Good luck man. Positivity is KEY.

 

You got it James. Keep your chin up and remember the reason you're doing it all, and how important that is to you.

 

you got it! keep you’r head up man! and remember the reason you are doing it! and best of luck with the wife and kid!!

 

thanks guys.i appreciate all the prayers and support.i guess i have to realize that its going to take a long time to mend all the terrible things that i have done.i just cant believe sometimes that i even did that,and i have just now been able to talk about it because i am so ashamed of myself.i just hope i havent lost my friends because of my stupidity...

 

if they are your true friends they will understand. especially if you can tell them what happened and why.

 

My thoughts are with you man.

Fink

 

Stay strong brah



prayers sent

 

i hope and pray they do,because knowing what i have done to them is going to be the hardest thing for me to overcome.....its just makes me hate myself

 

Listen man, Yeah, you fucked up. But dwindling on the past is going to get you nowhere. Its time to suck it up, and make a step in the right direction. And prove to the people that you hurt, that those actions were not YOU

 

You can do it buddy, do it for yourself first then you wife and kids will come easy were all behind YOU, prayers from Hawaii dialing in on you right now!

 

good luck brother everything is possible through god. I will pray for you and hope that you get better. I really dont know much about my dad due to drugs but you know what he asked for forgiveness and i gave it to him but we still dont talk... dont do that to your kids cuz they remeber everything. Get better my friend

 

Hang in there James.
Sounds like you want to change & actions speak much louder than words.
As has been mentioned, live in Today & those that love you will be there.
You are in my daily prayers

 

Just make sure your friends know you're sorry as well. Saying it does go a long way. Admitting fault is key though and you already acknowledged that. Remember that you need to focus on the long term and that short term struggles/accomplishments are just that... short term. I hope you can turn to someone there for help, advise or just to be an ear. Best of luck to you. Take care.

 

sorry im not responding fast cause im at work,but thanks to everybody for all of your kind words and advice.....and i promise i will thank each and every one of you as soon as i can.....

 

prayers are with you james! Just take things one step at a time
Mistakes make you human
and fuckups make you smart- now that you've realized your mistakes you can start pulling yourself out of this hole!