Depressed to all hell

Move forward and don't look back. Stop the poor choices now. No weed, no drugs. When life gets you down the very last thing that you need is the drugs. I have seen too many of those who made poor choices. The hole the you are digging gets tough to climb out of and when you pile on some of those poor choices on top of that it gets worse.
Be the person that you need to be to your wife/girlfriend, to your children and you can still do that without a lot of money. Make up your mind now that negative setbacks will not shape or influence your character.
Do something good for yourself every day.

 

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Hang in there man Ive been where you are a few times in my life. Days when I felt to overwhelmed to get out of bed( got divorced, lost a good job, wrecked my vehicle no insurance , got in trouble with the law, and had to file bankruptcy all in 10 days) still can't believe it when I say it 1990 was a rough year. But eventually It got much much better and just like everything went to shit, Things will go your way again when you don't even see it coming. Right now if the big picture is to overwhelming then focus on taking care of one thing at a time. Baby steps. Fix one small thing that you have control over today, then something else tomorrow doesn't have be big just one little thing to help improve your situation.hang in there bro Life is good!