just got out of the psychiatric ward ICU

Glad you knew when to get help Eric!! I had TONS of anxiety and some depression back in middle school.(10-12 years ago) parents took me out of school home schooled me for 2 years, all depression and most of my anxiety stopped. in the mean time me had moved and i started back to public schools and have been great since. I did use to see someone but have not in 6 or 7 years now. some of mine also came before middle school when i was attacked by a neighbors dog and after they would walk the dog every day by our house and even threaten me with it, telling me to watch out and other BS.

Good luck all ways stay strong keep your head up! If you have not you may try going fishing or something take your son with i’m sure he would love it,(i have a few memories with my dad taking me and my brothers when i was 4 or 5Y/O) maybe try and go once a week or every other week with him(and the wife if she wants to go). Maybe see about getting with some of the SD guy on here and go camping or i’m sure they can tell you good places to go camping/fishing/hiking or what ever els.