Cap City Build & BS AF

I think I'm going to start wearing it under my clothes for good

 

Ieva that's not a pack of your cigarettes I see there is it!

 

Its done... Its not as brown now since its been a couple days

 

So today I'm fucking around at work and I was lingering around one of the dudes I work with and jokingly I asked him "on a scale of one to ten, how suicidal are you today?" And he said with such affliction "I'm ready to die." And we laugh and we laugh.

Then he follows me and through laughter he's like "you will never know how spot on you are today." And we laughed some more.

And I kept laughing but I think he might be serious...

 

You should've got one that covered your whole back.

 

Well that's not good!

 

What sort of work do you do?

 

I know. I think I might be taking this "murder suicide joking" a little too far...

He's a good kid too. Whenever he's doing an awesome job I always heavily praise him and make sure the big bosses can hear. It's all crazy though.

 

I crawl on my hands and knees begging for change.

 

I worked with a guy who went to lunch one day and he drove to a conservation area instead and killed himself. When he left work he seemed fine.

 

Ikr?

 

so hawt.

 

Gotta pay the bills somehow

 

Somehow I have a feeling that I could work in sewage disposal and you would still think it was hot ​

 

I actually have worked in that....


so honestly, I can say no....

 

That's really sad.

One of my aunts (not really my aunt, my great uncles wife's daughter) kissed her husband good bye before she went out to get groceries, came back to the aftermath of a gunshot to the face. She never remarried. I can't even imagine how crazy that must be.

If only depression could be detected and treated easier. It's all really tragic.

 

Ya Tahoe I guess already stated an emergency for the spring because of all the snow melt. Shits cray.