Whatever

I'm not seeing a problem with that. It may look like shit when I get done though.

 

Probably be picking corn

 

V, well I can tell he's a great guy. I'm sure, if he is pissed at you that will only last as long as it takes for the coffee and tylenol, and sprite to kick in.

After the pic of you in the onesie, that smile, with the happy, healthy pooch by your side, my guess is anyone that knows you or sees it, could never be pissed, no matter what.

If so, it too will pass.

 

I aint mad at you Brother. I drank way too much and this is why I dont drink. I dont remember anything about last night honestly.
Just yet another reminder to me to stay away from alcohol

 

Im not pissed or mad at anyone.

 

Nope....

 

Shad, we're all human Brother. But just to help you keep from possibly acting the fool again, I recounted the night for you in my final post to you a couple pages back.

I will gladly delete it, or you can, but read it first so you have a better idea of what went down. I did this only to help you. I will stand by your side no matter what as long as you want me to. But I refuse to sugar coat anything. We're all adults here. And we all make dumb mistakes. Me likely more than most.

Above all else Brother, and I'm sure I speak for everyone, we're just glad you got the chance to respond this morning, and not from jail, or worse, a tragic story from a friend or family member.

But yea, you're still ok in my book. Life's too short to not have fun anytime you can. I do!

 

Morning

 

I appreciate it brother. It honestly is the alcohol for me. Its why I quit. It makes me really depressed.

I didn't go back and see all the dumb things I said last night. And I probably won't.

But my bad if I upset anyone.

 

Couldn't have said it better myself, and I tried.

I think we can imagine. You're doing the right thing, Buffed and we're all here for you.

I know mine got deleted.

Oh, no Shauna! What an emotional rollercoaster! Praying for you and him!

This was because Lewis' grandson made a contract with Walden Media to be the final say for every single creative decision made by the production team, even down to script changes. I just wish they had continued with the rest of the books. I would have liked to see a faithful production of The Silver Chair or A Horse and His Boy.

 

I hope I didn't upset or offend anyone. Or make anyone mad at me. I wont be drinking again. I shouldn't have last night after not drinking for a long time. Shoulda just kept up the sober streak.

And again, Id like to clarify that I am not mad or pissed at anyone else either.

Ive got to get on the road. Have a long drive home to make.

Take care everyone. Talk at ya this afternoon

 

Have a good day and a safe drive home

 

Tater we have all been there, or at least I have. I didn’t see anyone getting mad or hurt by any of it. We were here poking the “tater” too. If anything it was kinda entertaining, but I don’t get out much! Have a safe trip home talk at you later!

 

Of course not, bro. We all know how you get. We just were/are concerned. Safe travels!

 

you just need to learn how to say when sooner.

Only quit if that's not going to work though. At least till things are better for you.

I'm off to the nursing home and to do some food shopping while the wife cleans and does laundry.

GO RAVENS!

 

Hi all. Tks for the well wishes. It’s a nasty wound. I have pics.

 

Glad he won but sorry to hear about his injury. It’s a tough sport where a win might not always feel like one . We definitely need pics

 

Thanks for being understanding and supportive despite me making a fool of myself yet again.

Just stopped in Tremonton for fuel. Been sitting in silence on the drive and doing some self evaluating.

I am very lucky to have a group of people like yall in my life. I dont deserve it. But I appreciate it.

There is something I have been avoiding for a while now. I have been fucking up a lot. I keep making the same mistakes. And I recently ruined the best thing to happen to me in half a decade because of them. Lost something important to me and truth is Im not handling it all that well.

I need to face facts. I have been very depressed for a while now. Not anyones fault but my own. I have made my own bed.
I have pretty severe depression that I have been neglecting to address, and I have decided to go see my dr and get back on my antidepressants. Should have done it a long time ago. Maybe I wouldnt be in my current situation had I done it months ago when I first started fucking things up.


Bottom line, I appreciate each and every one of ya. And I owe a ton to this thread.

Love ya guys.

Better get back on the road. Ttyl