1st Gen Lunchtable Thread - General Discussion

It's only domestic violence if the man does it smh

 

it's a lot to process at once, i never realized until now. Getting physical wasnt the straw for me bc im too much of a pushover for the people i love. ( i know i dont act like it on here)


But when im yelling at multiple cops with blinking body cams all around me to just get back into my home, i said thats enough

 

Yeah, toxic. Bummer, but you’ll level out and be better off.

 

damn truth, and it was gilbert PD i got to deal with. I tried showing them the eye and said to get it on record at least their response "let's focus on what's going on tn" lol

 

That actually sounds decent

 

everything happens for a reason, good or bad. the same to you, sorry you had to go through it with the breakup process

 

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as long as school doesn’t suck

 

Damn.
Fun fact though, I used to live a mile from their station.

 

Its good you cut it off, man or woman doesn't matter...people that lose their shit and get violent rarely ever change and it only gets worse. Don't need that in your life

 

so much truth in that statement ryan, i waited for things to get better. but you are correct here, yall got much more women experience than me. she was my first gf

 

And now I

 

Damn first…..

 

Hopefully you'll learn to spot those people now, like I did. My ex was stable for like 2 years before she revealed some pretty bad bipolar and chaotic tendencies. Like, fear she'd go key my truck if I barely pissed her off tendencies. Her family history should have been a red flag from the get-go but I was naive.

 

Single is better

 

The most important thing to learn and remember, is your own worth. Once you realize it and value it, you won't settle for less than what you deserve.

 

The real shit right there. Keep number 1 first.

 

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Now i know, thank you. Literally how my story went, i hate to pull the mental health card but 99% sure she had mood disorder of some sort. Loved each other to death, but simple things would set her off like if i didnt clean. Shed go on a tantrum, yelling, hiding in her closet sometimes crying. Then she started getting paranoid, starting saying she was an empath and could sense my emotions and actions. Got into tarot cards and wicca, saying she was having a self awakening. I just let it go on, thinking as long as she's helping herself and not doing harm what gives ya know. Then this was her last outburst. In the past she'd often call her dad and talk shit about me to him. I truly think shed black out during the moments bc she wouldnt even feel apologetic. I cant do that lol

 

Thats what im working on rn. Being "Austin" and appreciating my own worth. I lost myself for a min, wasnt working out or had anything outside of making her happy, bc her happiness became mine

 

Upward and onward brah!